Summary: A creator exists. He doesn't care about you or me or anyone else.
Full Article: Humans need discipline. Therefore, we need a source of discipline. The discipline stems from intelligence that makes us separate from the animal kingdom. Somehow, different people living in various parts of the planet Earth, at a time when there were no countries, made-up religion. Or I am wrong and different religions evolved from the same set of rules. Or, for ‘believers,’ I can even go on to admit that religion might be real and divine.
All these statements point to the first line: Religion replaces intelligence in recognising the patterns of success, and simply tells us to follow those patterns and get disciplined. Given the example of Pakistan, our rigidly disciplined institution of the Army controls the country. They are known for their discipline. Not one Prime minister has completed his constitutional tenure in 70+ years of our history. Thus, we see that discipline wields power, and as previously said, discipline is also what makes us humans different from animals.
Religion is used to incorporate this discipline into human life. If I suppose that religion is real and Allah exists, even then, it is just a set of rules and regulations set forth to follow throughout life. That is it. Or at least that is all it should have been.
Allah/Bhagwan/Father of Jesus (although I cannot begin to imagine the sheer logical complications that would arise from God’s kinship); whoever is our creator, he, she, they, or it, created us only to prove his power, that he can. In this article, I will refer to the creator as he/him. Now I have no idea to whom he wants to show this power. To his own self, or he does have a family and there is a woman involved, and he wants her to get impressed by seeing how he created this plethora of people, each with their own stories and successfully maintains the ultimate balance (does he?). Or I am wrong. He is alone. He is a kid and our solar system is, for him, just a stupid toy in his inventory of other stupid toys. Or believers are right, and he is a gentle golden, or white, bright & positive guy. This is a fascinating science project that he programmed to self-destruct after a certain time. Then the end of reality, as pointed out in religion, gets to be true. But there is a Catch 22. The concept of the afterlife goes outside the window. Or, lastly, he has also programmed the afterlife and Islam and Christianity and other religions are true when they say that we are going to be born again. After all, we have not seen Adam born. Who was Adam’s mother? There is no credible answer to that question except stories that have been made credible by religion. Adam, for me, is the product of a religious sermon in a mosque. The guy giving the sermon told that Allah made Adam. But I did not see Allah. I heard the guy, and I chose not to believe him. I respect him, but with his story, I have many doubts. ‘Oh then, you haven’t seen Moon landers, do you believe moon landing didn’t happen too?’ Well, my friend: I swear I saw the moon landing on YouTube. You can watch it too. Can you give me a link where I can see Allah?
Anyways, let us come to the crux of the matter. Whoever this person is, one thing is noticeably clear: HE DOES NOT CARE ABOUT YOU. He does not care you do not have money. He does not care if the whole capitalist system is wrong. He does not care about equality. A queen’s been a queen for 70+ years and he does not care. Families cut their throats because of hunger, but Allah does not care. He made an algorithm to maintain equality in his absence. But he does not see everything, all the world, all the time. The all-attentive type which we have perceived of him, he is not that. He has other matters to tend to. We are a simulation, a science project, a discarded crystal ball that God had an interest in at some point in his infinite life.
Lastly, morality does not require any religion. Truth, honesty, helping the poor and killing the murderer is something baked within the human soul. Allah or whoever the creator is just made our soul. We can distinguish between right and wrong by his given soul. But he does not care if we choose right or wrong. He has no interest in rewarding Jeff Bezos more or widening the gap between rich and poor. He is about as interested in correcting your problems as a fish is interested in learning to drive. He does not care. Another really stupid point that I grew up hearing, as proof of Allah’s interest in us goes as, “Oh don’t you see how meticulously this universe is designed? How beautiful it is?” Pardon, ___ the fuck are these people talking about? Have they not heard of pellet guns used only to torture, in Kashmir? Or has Father/Bhagwan not heard? Have they not heard of 21st-century wars? Or killings that happen in the name of religion? Have you not heard of humans destroying climate? My question here is, If Allah could have designed a world where everyone was happy and yet, not bored (That is the very concept of paradise), then why did he not do it? Why did he keep that as a reward for just some people? I am very aware now that if I am wrong, if Islam is right to the word (Islam because that is the religion I inherited), then I am in deep shit. But … Why? Should everyone who raises these questions be punished? Seems like ‘Establishment’/IB and Allah have torture in common. Is it not my right to question Allah and his existence when my purpose is to seek out the truth, so I can better understand my life’s purpose? Previously, In Raiwand, I was told in very blunt words, “You are a slave to Allah, and you have no right to question his affairs.” Months later now, I can devise an answer and this, I say with no shock value. My temporary answer and the subsequent question are, “Allah made me, and made me his slave, who he can reward and torture, all without my consent?” Then there is this concept of “Oh no, you actually answered Allah when you were just a soul, in the land of the souls (zar), that you would obey Allah and you would be his slave.” Might I say, is this not some very HOLY SHIT!?!? I do not remember existing before 14 July 2000. In fact, the oldest memory I have of me that I have is like of 2010. Why is religion slapping this ambiguous story of me having answered Allah’s questions in the world of souls? Why?
Lastly, I would give you a personal problem that reaffirms my belief that Allah/Bhagwan/Holy Father does not care. I have been a porn addict for 8 years now. Back when I was 10 or 11, a guy 25 or 26 introduced me to this world of online harems. I was fascinated. 6 years later at the start of University, I realized that in fact, porn is an addiction and that MrfookinAwais, you are a porn addict. I was shocked. I used Nofap apps, read books like Easy-peasy, participated in Nofap communities, but 6 years of addiction does not go in a single day. Or in my case, 2 years. I still fap and I still fail in my Nofap challenges. I still fail and fall because of something which I accidentally did in my childhood. Can someone please tell me what revenge did Allah take on me when I was ten? Or how sick does this creator has to be to put me in Aazmaish (test) at that age and continue that for 6 years? With no shock value and meant purely for questioning, is this not some H O L Y S H I T?
Bhagwan, Allah, Father or whatever you name his, is real. But he does not care about you. The human body has a set mechanism of rules and that is how we react, both physically and emotionally. Humans associate unexplainable situations with God but when science proves the supernatural with some credible evidence, religion silences. Do not believe me. Believe in your story, your life, your years. Peace
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